They would also hold off to have their next sexual encounter so that momentum wouldn’t cause their feelings to run out of control. They would keep the secret by remaining neutral. When the Elders had their triste, it was with the understanding that they would not alter their behavior in any way as a result. And finally, it starts to break young Wolf’s heart. The exchanges are casual, and when Wolf tries to linger a bit longer, to make passionate eye contact with the boy, he receives nothing in return. He simply behaves as though everything is normal and that Wolf is just another one of his fellow missionaries. At least then, he’d know that something was strange between them. Wolf would be happier if Argos was ignoring him altogether.
They see each other in the hallways, and Argos acts like nothing has happened.
The longer he goes without physical contact with the boy, the more he seems to need it. While he is doing his daily prayers, trying to study, or even while he tries to fall asleep.all only thing the young missionary sees in his head is Argos’s handsome face staring back at him. The way he grabbed his hips and pulled his ass towards his body - it drives Wolf crazy just thinking about it. Ever since their first secret rendez-vous, Elder Wolf has been fantasizing about Elder Argos’s gentle touch.