Pretty much whenever I was home alone I'd hit the chatrooms and find guys to phonefuck me. I would get older guys to give me their number and call it with *67 so they couldn't call me back. I'd cum, always feel mega jackoff remorse, close the chat, and usually block them.Īt some point I built up the courage to have phone sex with some guys. I had a lot of depraved convos with older guys about fucking my ass and making me their slutboi. I loved chatting with married guys because I knew they were paranoid about keeping it a secret like me. Anyway, nothing got me hornier than knowing these older guys wanted to use my ass. I'd get horny doing something I think is otherwise disgusting. I was not and still do not consider myself gay, but when I get really horny I get in this depraved sense of mind. When I was around 15, I started going on chat rooms and chatting with older guys. I confess I let an older guy fuck me when I was 16.